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Name: Molly
Gender: Female
Interests: texting. friends &! family. hanging out. myspace. talking. chilling. movies. shopping. laughing, high fives &! hugs. simple things. summer &! fall. boys.boys.boys. karate.
Expertise: being so awesome.
Occupation: Kicking ass.
Industry: Your mom.
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AIM:  mollymysteryy
Member Since:
2/17/2008
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| yeah, soo today was a good day. just alot of running around and waiting. buuuttttt it was all worth it.
because i start training tomorrow. and i will eventually get my gear sometime this week, maybe after the duty day tomorrow. HUA? negative. shit weighs a ton, but its cool. i get awesome shit in the bag. so it's worth it. and the team i go on is on lockdown, which is better then me just sitting here getting fat and eating pizza.
team 11 hua!
what ever gets me my badge and hat faster.
i cant spell bur-ey. right. so its a hat.
but them shits are hootttttt when they are formed right.
oh man, im going to look soooo gooodddd.
and i cut my hair off. so i look like a 12 year old boy.
but a cute one none the less. so idc. im cute, that's all that mattters.
and i swear if i hear any one from back home that goes to college in pa, and fucking lives in pa say they are home sick when they can go home EVERY WEEKEND IF THEY WANTED TOO say they are home sick i will personally blow them the fuck up. because you little fuckers can actually see your family on a regular basis if you wanted too. assholes, i havent seen anyone...friends or family for the past TWO MONTHS. the most i do is call and talk to my parents and text mad bitches back home. i havent hugges my mom and dad since the before i left for tech school, which is the last time i saw them. i havent seen my brothers since then either. shit i went a month an a half with out any thing but letters and like 2 phone calls. tell me your home sick, i dare you because you are in for it. fucking join the military, any branch. none of you could handle it. NONE OF YOU. i swear ya'all are little bitches for thinking like that. cut the fucking strings and grow the fuck up. yeah i miss my family and friends like no other, but i dont bitch about it. i'm doing what i need to do so i can get the fuck outta here so i can see them. shit fuckers. ya'all dont know how easy you guys have it. for real. shit, this is why i fucking hate people and how everyone takes shit for granted. i learned. i truly did. and the sad thing is, none of you guys will ever understand where i am coming from. truly, thats sad.
but on the brighter side, tomorrow is day one. of like 65.
but it's better than day 0 on xray for 27 months.
can't waaaiiitt!!!
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| okay, now im starting to get a little annoyed with people. i'm not even in pa and i hate people there. like, everyone who is college right now being "homesick" you have no fucking idea what true homesickness feels like, and you fuckn assholes can go home on the weekends. you all had a summer, i fucking didnt. i was in BMT working my ass off to make something of myself. i havent seen my parents in a month, thats the longest i've gone without even seeing them. you think college is hard? shit, training is fucking hard as hell...from what i hear because i havent even started training. people who are in college have no idea what it's really like to be away from family and your friends. try dropping everything going into the military THREE FUCKING DAYS after you graduate HIGHSCHOOL. yeah, shut the fuck up. college isn't that fucking hard because you dont have to worry about curfews, MTL's and your instructors getting in your face, oh yeah and getting put on lockdown for one person being dick. once you understand that, then you can complain about homesickness and how hard shit is.
BMT helped me out alot. i can truly say that i live everyday as it comes. and i guess i never really did that until now because i would always worry about yesterdays and tomorrows and forget about the task at hand, but i guess having someone in your face 24/7 helps you forget about what went the day before and whats going on tomorrow. the farthest i ever thought ahead was when we were going to eat chow and if i was going to get called to the snake pit. i guess being in the military and everything and going through what i went through and what my flight went through made me realize how fucking stupid people are. i realized all the shit i took for granted and how much i truly missed my friends and family. and looking at EVERYONE from back home...i can't help but just to laugh at them because they dont know anything. they really dont. and NO ONE understands what i mean when i say i miss home or living one day at a time. no one no one no one understands that at all. and no one truly lives their life like that. they say they do...but i know they are worried about tomorrow and what the fuck went on the day before.
i guess people need a reality check, and i got mine. life is SO FUCKING EASY. you all have it so fucking easy and you dont even know it. you truly dont know what kind of freedoms you have and how easy your life is. i dont give a fuck what you tell me, life is fucking easy. looking back on my life pre-military..shit was fucking cake. BMT and the military life in general is fucking hard as hell. because you know you have to in some way please everyone. ugh, it makes me sick thinking about people complaing about their lives. SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DO WHAT I DID, AND WHAT PEOPLE ARE GOING TO DO. oh wait, NONE OF YOU SELFISH MOTHERFUCKERS HAS THE BALLS TO DO IT. ALL YOU CAN FUCKING DO IS SIT ON YOUR FUCKING ASSES ALL DAY AND FUCKING COMPLAIN ABOUT SHIT YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT. ugh. im so glad im away from that.
fuck man. people are so fucking stupid. no fucking clue how easy they really fucking have it. and you'll never understand what i mean until you've been through what i've been through. SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DEAL WITH IT. ugh. im sooooo glad im on to bigger and better things then half the people back home. forrr real.
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| Yeah, it's been forever and half since i've been in the real world. Basic training felt like i was in confinment and the only thing that kept me going was the letters i got from my family. and the one letter i got from this kid<3.
So, let me tell ya'all about BMT. [basic military training]...well, let me just say that it was the hardest thing i could have ever done in my life, and nothing anyone does will ever top what i did. And you will never understand what i went through unless you went through it too, which you wont. Only some will though and they know who they are. But now that i can look back and say i did it, im fucking proud that i did and i hope that the people that are going through it now and will go through it will make it. It's the best feeling in the world to be called an Airman by your TI. So BMT was tough lots of fighting within my flight and arguing and getting put on our faces, but it was fun at the same time. Our TI was hella cool and fricken cute as hell so that made it all worth it. I'm glad to be done with it though. It was super stressful and i never wanna feel that way again. Hardly talking to my family was the worst part about it and dealing with 50 something girls was horrible. But I came out of it a stronger person and with good friends as well. I keep my airman's coin with me at all times as a reminder that i did what only one half of one percent do.
But right now im in tech school on Lackland AFB and i'll be here for the next 13-15 weeks depending on my training and what not. Then i will be heading to INDIANA for a few days than to my first duty station. I honestly hope its Japan!!!!! And please don't ask if im coming back to Pa, because i doubt i will come back ANYTIME SOON! and if i do, theres only like 4 people i would actually want to see anyway. I left Pa behind me, but not the people and i wanna keep that way. I'm glad with my choice because right now i can't picture myself doing anything else. The next four years of my life are going to fucken awesome, but i know it will be longer than just 4. I love the fact that i'm in tech school even if im doing a job that i didnt want to do at first. I am in training for security forces aka a cop. But i get i barret and an awesome patch and a bunch of other awesome shit as well. I don't know, im glad im not going to be like every other teenager, im going to make something of myself in the Air Force. Hopefully i'll be an officer one day!
yeah, idk this is pretty much it.
peace.
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| So today is my last day in town before i head out to harrisburg, then texas on tuesday. I'm kinda upset but i don't wanna show it just yet, tomorrow is the day for that. But this week hasnt been a sad one, it's been a fckn awesome one. I spent it with the people that matter most to me and my family. I saw everyone dear to me, and even though i didn't see all my friends, i am still going to miss them and this is my goodbye to them, but not just yet. So this will be my last post until August sometime. Basic Training here i come! Even though i have had said that i hate Pa and i can't wait to get outta here, this place has been my home for 13 years, and i am going to miss this place alot. I will always consider Pa my home, and even though i'll be in Ohio, nothing will compare to the life i have lived here and the best friends a person could ever ask for. Yeah the people are shitty and traffic is always a hassle and you have to drive 30 minutes to a decent movie theatre, but my friends made this place all worth while. I have some of the best memories with some of the best people around and im going to miss them terribly [they know who they are]. And to them, this isn't goodbye, it's a deffinate i'll see you later. Yeah i might in texas until may [i hope], but i will for sure keep in touch with some of you and write to a few you while im in basic, i just hope you fckrs write back because that's the only thing thats keeping me going through this whole thing. I am fckn scared as hell to leave and jump right into basic training but i know im not the only person who feels this way because everyone leaving on tuesday is in the same boat as me, so that kinda helps. I know i am going meet some awesome people, but they will never replace my BFFFF, muh dag bby, muh favorite, or even my awesome buddy. no one in the whole fckn world compares to them. they are the ones that matter most and i am going to miss them terribly! Assholes, fckn keep in touch and write back!
So to everyone out there, good bye.
and those special few, see you later.
i am srsly going to miss every single one of you guys!
Talk to you in August!<3
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| boy's aren't confusing.
they are:
smooth talkers.
slick.
&! pretty damn amusing.
and they think girls wont find out anything about them.
but low and behold, we do. boys just dont get it.
i think it's pretty damn funny how "smooth" they think they are.
but i am just smoother, and slicker. haha, pretty damn funny.
haha. boys are stupiiiddddd. (: hahahahaha.
lmfao. this is soooo amusing!
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